Greetings everyone, little I know of you all and therefore little shall I say of myself. I'm a dreamer. I like to prove people wrong and stuff. Not a very nice guy but good enough. I love giving advises and listening to people's troubles. Its fun to see another side of life. I hope we can be friends.
Today was fest and probably the best part of the whole thing was getting to see Ms Ek again.
At this blog I can type whateva I want and you won't see it so, here goes.
You're emoing like seriously? wtf. You changed me. I was quite childish until I met you. All the ups and downs false hopes over and over again. And just one week of silence after coming back from Vietnam, then u think we can't make it. Ok, thats fine. I asked you to forget the past and start over again. You said, forget the past but don't start again. That was "the end". I always waited for you to turn back and take one look. No. You couldn't be bothered. Or at least thats the impression that you're giving. We do not belong in the same worlds. You're all high profile and stuff with all those cool dudes. I don't really give a shit about popular. If you have good friends, like those that I can call bros, in dance, you really don't need too many. You can go emo back to your fake friends and see what they do. All they can do is talk big infront of people. In actually fact, they are a bunch of nobodies just like your cute little boyfriend and his high profile loser friends. Now you're saying that the end wasn't hurtful. It was the words I said after that? Would you think? I was hinting that I was waiting for you, if you would change your mind. But you never did. You never looked back once. All that time, when you couldn't make up your mind. Did you know how I felt? No, looking at the way u spoke. You never did. Haish, I don't know why I am reacting this way. That probably means that I still care about you. But theres no way I'm going to go back there and let you break my heart time and time over again. You really think you're the victim. Well, its my fault now huh? Who suggested that we just can't be together? So now don't come all back saying that I fucking hurt you. Because you hurt me, and I loved you.
That was a load off. I'm never going back.
Haish and I bloody wasted my first post on that. Bad mouth. Foul mood :(
